I gave myself a pseudo; JVSAN, with all caps, to remind myself that I am on my own. Not because I hated my birth name, but because I hated the one who created it. Jusan. Got rid of the U because I hate you. Here I am, the not-so-wanted-MBA-kid.
I have never believed in religion, the same as I have never been close to my parents. But I believe in God... and music... 'cause I have nothing to hold on to. Music was my escape, so I gave everything I had.