Does loving have to be accompanied by heartache? Are feelings of affection always followed by sacrifice? If so, then I will do it all for the sake of my beloved. I am a girl who was born and raised in Batavia. Meanwhile, my lover went to Borneo for his idealism to liberate the nation. Do I have to catch up with him? Or is it just silently waiting and letting fate pass? I gamble in a place called life. My beloved, if it is to fall, let's fall together in the hole between love and death.